Michael - when you said you peaked at 10, you mean 10 = totally identified with the ego, right? Really what I was wondering about, was more, how would you identify (quantify, on your scale) your peak experiences of identifying with the fabric? do you know what i mean?
Maybe five. I kinda like my individuality so I hang onto that. Note however that egoic separation from "I" is different than the amount of consciousness you have in the body. I talk about consciousness in body in the Great Awakening, and measure that on a 100 point scale (i.e., a percentage).
Ya your comment that daily is about 6-7 and also that while channeling is about 6-7 is very interesting. I think it goes along with what you say in the BOM (book of magic) that channeling is eventually supposed to be our full-time mode!
Yes.
Have you ever listened to any of the channels of Story Waters? Who is from Limitless.com?? (i bring this up b/c he is a big proponent of full-time chanelling, i think)
Well, it is interesting to me to try to listen to a few of them, as obviously he has some sort of open crown situation and is bringing through messages, but I think they are a good example of the type of stuff that can go 'wrong' that you identify in the BOM.
it would be interesting to dissect his his (Story's) channels specifically as a way to illustrate some of the pitfalls. it seems like a lot of the info is pretty good, but a lot of it is totally ungrounded or too abstract, and hard to wrap your mind around what exactly he is trying to convey.
yes, I spoke to Story when I was starting out. He didn't like my book of life because he felt that I was speaking with too much authority. I've heard that before. When I was in South Africa people said that they thought I was dogmatic because of that. So i said to them, well, if you're lost and alone in a don't know how to get home and you ask two people for directions and one isn't sure about the directions they are giving, and the other one is, who are going to trust? The one that says, "well maybe you do this and that, and maybe you turn here and there, but I'm not sure so use your own discernment," or the the one that gives you solid directions, is confident about it, and stands behind them.
This reflects itself in the quality of the channeling. When you are too afraid to take responsibility for the information you are passing through, that's what you get--ungrounded channelings. it takes confidence, skill, and responsibility to properly ground in this world. It's one of those "things" we need to teach people how to do.
Is this making sense?
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