Ben, congratulations! It seems you are making some serious progress. That was an exhillerating post! I would also be interested in learning more about the technique you are using. Lorraines & Fardin, you are really getting me pumped! Even if I didn't feel the energy, I do now! This is so cool!
Thanks Ali.
have you ever read that book the Hotel New hampshire? by john irving?? (my fav author, and my fav book ever for sure was a prayer for owen meany. anybody ever read that??)
but anyway, i remember the one line in there that stuck with me: "you've got to get obsessed, and stay obsessed" (the other one i will always remember from there is "life is hard, but art is fun; just keep passing the open windows" which if you've read the book, is actually a very sad comment on the human condition)
but anyway, well ya i am making some pretty good forward progress. and for sure right now, i am kinda over whelmed (and honestly pretty pissed off) at the state of affairs in the immediate world around me, and i have just kinda "had it" in some ways.
so i have to say that i am now kinda getting ready for a sprint to the finish. doing it that way is my own choice, but does kinda fit my personality. so far, basically i have taken little peaks or tastes of my own higher consciousness here and there...
and now, i am kinda ready to bring everything i have learned, and everything i have achieved together into a unified whole. and there is much work for me to do, but i am kinda at the point where i am sick of trying to do it all from here, and i am insisting on completing the stuff i am trying to do from a position of power.
so ya, wish me luck. this summer is shaping up to be a big one for me, and all of us.
ben
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